i miss the old times. but i shall not think too much.
i am surprised mam wrote my letter. and actually we are partnering and i am happy cos my partner is non other than mam. and i am glad for hilary who is... go hilary! i am scared about next thurs. i am missing dance due to cip. and its also not confirmed yet. and thurs is mr raj already. and he's doing - ahhhh! oh dear. i want to do that part!
you know what! i dont have enough time to feel sad. but i want to say thankyou to jolene. because though she's busy my wonderful wonderful jolene talked to me the next day and i have the same chem and chi teachers as she had last time. and she HEARD of my physics teacher. heh. (: and for now. i shall talk to jolene. because sharon hurts me i don't know why. as in the time she came back. i got hurt even more like unintentionally cos it wasn't her fault it was just what i was going through then. i'm sorry sharon. but somehow it just hurts me alright. i guess its the first time i'm saying it. but again its subjective! so we shall all look on the bright side of life and be happy! so kudos to jolene anyway. i miss her so much.
tuition is not the same tuition anymore. i dont feel as happy as like hyper and fun at tuition. maybe its cos its not ms tay . after being one year under her maybe it feels not the same. but i guess for me its the environment. oh well. i think. and you know what. i just shut up lots of times. and you know even when i shut up i feel like asking the person causing disruption to stop it. but i know i am bad. cos it is group tuition anyway! so in the end i just study more and listen more. and try to get it right. science is still after all a big part of my dream, ambition.
302. i'm getting used to it. sitong, jean, jessie weijia,cassandra, adeline, eva... everyone! we are a happy lively class. oh yea. for once i feel like happy in class and not like transition state. and i love bio! that crazy girl, stephanie knows. aha. we talk about the most absurd stuff and - censored. only to the both of us! i think jo's feeling a bit sad. go jojo! dont be sad. 302 is a happy place and we can be sad but not too sad. go jo!
let me get through this dark scary period. and i love my fellow buddies. and connie ong. i miss the times when we go crazy. now we only talk about like twong and wong and work related stuff and some 303, 302 stuff... i miss crazy connie.
and yea thankyou kerri for listening to my angst stuff like last week. i was rambling ON and ON and ON. and she listened. loves to kerri! (= shanghai buddy!
its all about us
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