i have to agree with her though i can't type her name. that internet's unsafe. though i know this is pw-ed but then to be safe. oh well. i shall confine to letters or sth. and i dont have much time next year anyway. i shall learn from mam and blog less. maybe email more frequent to mrschan, jolene?
i miss you so much. i really do. i dont know why. i always get hurt. know that its not your fault but because i think too much. i promised mam not to think so i shall be happier and think of connie instead and mam! and i realised that i thought of her so much that i even dreamt about her. so vividly. that i even thought it was so real. and woke up in fright because ehh..
sigh i shall be strong right? be brave baby! i so want jolene to be back. i miss her now too. ): but i shall not be bad and wish that she's enjoying herself. and i hope i would get a chance and meet jolene when she comes back. but then i have council camp. but we shall hope for the best. oh jolene. please. the one who loves me to bits and who chooses the eye shadow colour for me. sharon? oh never mind. i shall not say anything.
oh. so ironic. that it takes courage to let go. )=
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