i'm feeling so much like a goon. i'm beginning to wonder. wonder.
since this year's PSLE results are out, a lot of pple are going to rg and it's making me feel very stranded like a biggie goon. have i ever did the correct choice. did i make the correct choice by chosing ny. i' beginning to wonder and think. did i make e correct choice?
daphne's putting rg as first choice. actually not much surprise, GJ told me at open house her mum wanted rg and she wanted ny so of course must listen to the mum you see. it's ok. it's pple's choices, but it everything had made me feel like a goon. pple are saying you can qualify why chose ny?
actually i don't want to say but mum wants me to try entrance test for rg you see. i don't know. even my mum says she should have put me into rg. i made the choice myself that day. the last day of result submission last year. i made my choice to go to ny. i parted with my bestie the marty pants who went to rg. it's her choice.
i have to think really hard. it's gonna be hard... i'll lose a lot of things if i go to rg. i may not get the stream i want to. i'll lose my dance. my dance mates. my dance snrs. i'll lose a lot of things. i'll lose them just to get into.... i don't know.
somehow all these made me ask myself again and again. i'm confused.
i think i'd better go and practise and do some stretches. it'll take my mind off all these. i so look forward to dance tmr.
i love my dance. but i'm true-ly confused. *sigh* let me think please. i want to have my own opinion. only my heart will know truely did i do the right thing for my happiness the next few years.
[[ let me go]
~jie's lil' princess . mei ~
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