Friday, July 22, 2005
well dance was nice yesterday. we had to chereograph the beginning. so long! and ended up bernice came up with sth with turns and well... nice i think but i can't rmbr how many turns at each time! blah! audition tmr... oh dear... i still can't catch the parts... bernice is real good at the new dance!!! Couldn't go and practise today cause cai lao shi wanted us to finish the zhuo wen and gave us only 30 min. so we had to stay during recess to do.
actually i'm relieved that the cl research presentation had ended. was so stressed up for it. (some ppl would know what happened) i couldn't take it. i dunno why. i cried all of a sudden? nice carol hugged me outside dance studio b4 my dance lesson today.
and ppl! thise who know my problem at the moment.can anyone tell me the solution? i'm extremely divided!!! trix,carol,jelli!!! help me!!!
the arahe congress is driving me mad? no one sends me anything. and i can't do the presentation ppt or even the info writeup? i know you all have no time but please! i don't have time too. i can't wait the whole day just for the info and then you expect me to compile it the night b4 which is absolutely impossible. i'm not allowed on the computer on weekends. besides i have no time on weekends. they are packed with all kinds of tuition and piano and dance(sat). please ppl. don't let me die! we 'll get killed by ms wong you know.
jies. i need your help. i hate being bullied. i hate being pushed around. i'm also like anyone of you. i'm also a human. i'm not someone from outer space. i'm not.
i need someone who would listen. who would understand. who can lend a shoulder for me to cry on. no one seems to care and understand since i have separated from my dajie. no one would listen. please. dajie. i need you badly. i can't get you. i can't reach you now. why? why can't I.
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