there was dance audition yesterday. i thought he would only audition for "to love you more" and do the audition for the opening another day. but he did it on the spot.i was in the last group who did "to love you more" yesterday and thought he would ask those of us who got in to do the solo peice but he said" end of lesson" but didn't tell us who got in. gotta wait till thurs. oh gosh. this is really scary. err... i have mixed feelings on this solo part thingy. its like half half b4 the audition. well. "to love you more" is done so.... there's nothing i can do.
the first time i did the chorus was horribly bad. second time was much better. suddenly a wave of emotion came over me. i felt it. truely. finally. my heart was beating so fast after the audition for some reason i can't explain... i realised how is it like to be like the girl in the dance, who lost her love. i know how i can find the feeling now. i just didn't try that hard to find it. i finally found the right one. "to love you more" the very first dance i felt so deeply.
for the opening... i can't really rmbr the steps and feel it so well yet. partly cause my steps are still not there. i can't get the self choreography part... gonna practise with trix and theresa on mon.
some ppl teared yesterday. i did too. cause i suddenly felt it. i realised what it was. hey to those who erm felt really sad: get over it soon. don't cry. rubber, don't cry. cheer up. cause you did your best.
i miss my dajie even more. much much more.
the ARAHE congress... ARGH got hard time summarising all the stuff!!!
ann
Angel Of Music ; 8:28 PM ;